Procrastination, Frustration,Sensation, Abrogate and Delegate

It's a strange thing,.. I can't seem to get passed or past some things. you may ask "what things do you mean" well they are nebulous, in a way. Most of the things, although tasks of some sort, are not to easy to describe except in general terms, thus the nebulosity of their meaning. For example, I feel that on the whole, I am learning a lot of new things about using a computer, more than I ever really expected to.... except that now that I have this extra knowledge it seems that much less I really know. The more software there is, combined with the more categories and options they have and the more code variety and all of that are exploding in novelty and elaboration.
The whole world seems to be headed in the same direction that the technology of computer and Computer software has been and is all the more speedily moving. I am not sure I understand so many things about the world are simply non-intuitive and beyond the average persons grasp.

Hey I consider my self to be a fairly intelligent guy. I am not brilliant. No super Nobel prize winner or anything near that order. But, "hey" how many of us are? Thats just the point; In this world to really have a nice living It takes talent, superior training, or extra good luck, or super good looks........AND DON'T SAY LOOKS DOESN'T MATTER CAUSE IT DOES! I have known them and I have in my youth for a short time experienced a taste of what it can do if the right person really has an eye on you.

We are still very animalistic in many regards;.. It comes into play. It is not the dominant force or anything. It is just well worth noting, since I am on this play string......... I have noticed that the Alpha male type really does exist. That very competitive type. The one who can intimidate when necessary. It's odd often times we don't say it and neither does the fellow have to show us but he could beat the shit out of us if he wanted. He doesn't ever have to do it. And you, you don't maybe think about it in those terms but, when this guy says now, .."Hey, We all are gonna do this and then that." the little group just does it. No mus no fuss just no resistance. So what is it about that person? is it quantifiable for scientists and sociologists? difficult if not impossible.

What I wanted to relate concerns "DRUG TESTING," which I have been somewhat ambivalent about for quite a while. But not now. There are dangers that exist because information is so leaky. We just don't have good sealant for these pipes. That is bothersome more and more. I can see the drive to change ones Identity or steal anothers. If it ever happens to you will see what all that flooring underneath you was when it gives way.......wham crash bannnngg!! Oh wow there was a lot more holding me up than I ever thought. Because if you end up with your identity switched you are suddenly in the shoes of the person who had that one you don't want. Thing is you can't outlive or change identity anymore. You can't start over and try to make it better. Thats the old America and she is gone. There is no such thing as sealed records or erased debts. Oh they may officially go away in some term, but they can easily be pulled up to remind people of what used to be on your record...... well how the hell is that erasure?? Yes courts and seal records. They can also unseal them. People may say information you give them remains confidential. yes..... well how long do they remain ""confidential""?? Well a magic wand of judicial whimsy can snippity snap poofity poo unseal the confidentiality. As long as there are instruments of longstanding recording devices and mechanisms to maintain their integrity of retrievability Things can stay with you all of your life. Oh it is particularly alarming to think what is happening to little children in the name of safety against kidnapping and abduction. People believing that there exists a widespread spawn of crazed child killers snatching childred from their very own backyard are getting there kids databased in DNA files and Fingerprint and other biofeatures of distinction for their safety....CRAZY.. poor things. They are marked.

MARKED FOR LIFE>>>............