lose of control, potential,.. AGAIN LOSS ...YEP LOSS

I don't know what this code is for at the moment.I know ....Dag nabit always but It sure seemeth the the best for what one can get for the moment *** Ya! see ya later.. PUBLISHED PAGES AND NOW WHERE ARE THEY???? LOST TO THE POSTING GOD. AND NO RECOVERY POSSIBLE EITHER!! OH HELL AND IT WAS SUCH A GOOD AND LITERATE BEAUTIFUL SILILOQUY OF MOOD AND HISTORY ... FINALLLY GETTING MY GROOVE ON AS I WANTED TO MASTER A STYLE TO DISCUSS MY PAST..... AT LEAST IT WAS DAMN GOOD PRACTICE ...OH IT WAS!!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT!! Aw just get over it!! buy tomorrow is another day.\\